Thursday, December 30, 2004
hai sian.. i tink i will rewrite the 24o4 thingy cuz last time i 0nly say a few ppl nia.. x|
ariana-> my dancemate t00.. always t0rture me in dance.. *grrrrrr.. [next yr in 3/6]
arkar-> my great-grand papa.. s0 0ld le.. x| very fun guyy.. budden his pencil b0x always empty cuz he jus stretch his hand t0 the next table n steal my things.. =.=|| he is t00 tall f0r his 0wn ggd.. always snatch the bball de.. *slaps but 0verall a very resp0nsible class chairman that is easy t0 bully.. x) [next yr in 3/7]
car0line-> dance t00.. haha.. dun really kn0w her well.. x.X her art r0x n she is tall *.* [3/4]
jean-> my ah g0ng.. in amb de.. very smart n hardw0rking unlike me.. [3/7]
andy-> n0 c0mments.. =.=|| [3/2]
weelic-> fun guy.. haha.. very funny s0mem0re.. he can t0k t0 himself n i dun understand wad he t0king.. his sci r0x!! brillant kid n his spects is very thick t00 Xp [3/7]
ethel-> suker.. she is g0ing t0 tc aband0ning me n el0ping with jelyn.. *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr she is always called 'ga0 mei' by chin emper0r cuz she is tall, 0bvi0usly..
evelyn-> same class as her next yr t00.. hahas.. gd frens with elaine they all.. she is very very very very very hardw0rking n is clever t00.. [3/2]
yuxian aka me-> well.. i m stupid x) haha [3/2]
yancha0-> t0ks like general.. x| [3/2]
zh0ngming-> my er di.. cute cute de like bear bear.. haha.. his bball skills r g00d.. that time we gals V him nia n we still l0st t0 him.. =.=|| gd buddy with jian kai.. haha[3/7]
jelyn-> like i say ab0ve.. she is el0ping with ethel t0 tjc.. argh *kicks bleaghs
james kang-> my uncle.. 0wes me a drink.. i haven f0rget that.. nice guy.. friendly n s0ciable.. his hp bill will nvr ba0 n0 matter h0w many sms he sends =.=|| while i ba0 all the way.. habb0 freak.. (ewwwwws!! Xp) [3/6]
linxiu-> same class next yr t00.. haha.. dun kn0w her well t000.. >.< [3/2]
chl0e-> dancer t00.. very pr0.. she can stretch easily like rubber band.. hahas.. she very s0ciable de.. em0ti0nal t00.. sat with her f0r a yr.. her handwriting als0 neat neat de.. very tidy de.. [3/1]
chew yan-> 0mgg.. her chi n art r0x t0tally.. t0p in chi in the wh0le lvl.. wh0aa!! li hai li hai *claps [3/6]
ev0n-> 1st in class, 2nd in standard.. pr0.. hahas.. my ah ma.. t00 bad i dun have her genes x| haha.. girl guides de [3/5]
jeric0-> same class as him t00.. haha.. rmb he fl00ded my inb0x my 100 sms.. lame. =.=|| hahas.. previ0uly earth freak.. n0w gb freak.. x.X [3/2]
james lee-> n0 c0mments [3/6]
geraldine-> she is a funky c0uncill0r wh0 d0esn't f0ll0w the rules t00!! haha Xp rawking gal n she luvs bball x) [3/6]
j0yce-> she same as me very b0red during the h0lidays but when sch's re0pening, we gr0aned.. haha.. [3/3]
peiying-> my gd fren aka b0yfren aka mei mei.. but next yr different class le!! x( *grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr n0t fair n0t fair!! x( [3/3]
xiangjun-> her english r0x t0tally.. very fun de haha.. misses herr... s0 l0ng nvr c le [3/7]
abelard0-> dunn0 him well haha.. [3/3]
philip-> the saliva king.. he t0ks f0r ab0ut 5 mins n the table will be wet.. l0ls.. haha.. but he is a very nice guy t00.. his j0kes r lame n he entertains the class with themm.. haha [3/6]
anna-> my daddy... netballer.. luvs netball hhahas.. tall tall funky hair. [3/2]
r0y-> haha.. migrated t0 canada at the begining 0f 2oo4..
huimin-> my mei mei.. she r0x.. haha.. she is the 0ne wh0 intr0 me t0 her church.. da kai yan jian.. x) she is chi0 n tanned.. her bball skills r gd t00.. [3/7]
j0n-> my xia0 di.. nice guy t00.. he has his 0wn mind 0f thinking n d0es n0t f0ll0w wad ppl tinks *claps haha.. his drawing is gd t00 [3/6]
sarah-> she is pr0 in jap n drawing.. dun really kn0w her well t00 [3/3]
natalie-> my mummy.. als0 likes netball al0t t00 haha.. an0ther chi0 bu [3/2]
elaine-> very mature n her eng is gd t00.. rawk 0nn.. [3/2]
jian kai-> my da ge.. sat with him in sec 1.. n0 0ther c0mments [3/5]
rachel-> my galfren aka gd fren aka mei mei.. her luvs cart00n cats but n0t real 0nes.. can be hyper at time.. but next yr different clas lia0 x( [3/3]
cheryl-> my mei mei.. she is very clever n her maths r0x t0tally.. she quiet quiet de.. sjab s0mem0re.. if anything happens t0 u, mus ask her save u. [3/7]
j0an-> an0ther mei mei, an0ther sjab.. she luvs branded stuffs like r0xy, ripcurl.. hahas.. [3/1]
laptak-> nice guy t00.. but very ke lian.. detested by the guys in 0ur class.. *grrrr in chi lit next yr.. wahhhs![3/5]
mingyu-> n0 c0mments [3/7]
zijun-> netballer.. very enthu ab0ut netball.. chi0 bu.. [3/2]
abel-> entertainer 0f the class. [3/2]
nels0n-> blur blur de.. hahas.. everytime shrugs n scratches his head. haha.. [3/5]
shimin-> dunn0 her well.. but i still have 2 m0re yrs t0 yan jiu.. haha [3/2]
wanyi-> chi pr0.. art als0 pr0.. aiy000!! funky hairstyle.. i yue t0 sit with her le!! haha.. [3/2]
9:33 PM
s i a n nth t0 d0..
ehhhh.. dunnn0 y my d00dleb0ard s0mething wr0ng, cann0t tagg.. x| s0 i reply the tags here..
sam: bleaghs!! Xp happy belated merry x'mas.. hahas.. i m quite fine with my class n0w.. i change s0 fast.. haha.. bleaghs.. x)
ariana: hihi x)
cheryl: haha.. yeh.. luv that t00 ^^ u s0 shuang.. in same class with s0 many ppl.. ehh.. ur class have 6 dancers! x)
bj: happy belated merry x'mas t00! hahha
j0yce: happy belated merry x'mas! heeehaas
james: like duuhhh?? ehhh.. u still 0we me drink
b00m!: cann0t mehhs.. ehhh.. wh0 kp?? l0l
xz: first 0f all, ty.. 2ndly.. h0w i kn0w!! haha.. must ask him.. 3rdly.. jia y0u haha.. llame indeed.. err.. ii f0rget where i g0t it le. u wan i can send u
minmin: 0ppsie.. me bad mem0ry.. *gasps!! 18.. haha.. teh teh Xp dance rawks.. huimin rawks haha.. hui xiang ni de!! x(
jus f0und 0ut that abel same class as me t00.. i tink all express students must be in the same class.. which means andy t00... x.X uhh-0h x| haha.. yue wanyi sit with her next yr le.. x)
after dance t0day, sihui, yumin n i went t0 kat's h0use in n0vena t0 watch dear b0ys.. the sh0w was nice at first.. but ltr a lil b0ring s0 ended up playing the c0mputer then played risk.. wuAhAhAhAhA.. i captured 2 territ0ries but at the end sihui snatched 0ne fr0m me.. hummmph.. at 7.20 sihui n i faster g0 hm.. sihui bu xia0 xin fell d0wn n she ended up d0ing splits... =.=|| s0 p00r thing, her leg bled.. x( gd thinng she dance de if n0t her leg sure very pain d0ing splits.. x|
l a z y t0 bl0g le..
32o5--> me, zijun, eve, anna, nat, wan yi, shimin, abel, jeric0, yancha0, elaine, andy [[ all fr0m 24o4]]
ann, mei gui, jia ha0[2/6], weiha0, puqin, hwee li, eunice, april, j0anne, weimin, angeline, yir0ng, lester, zhen yang, atiqah, karntiban, huiyi, divek, wei mun, jian xi0ng, charmine, han hui... n m0re.. i dunn0.. all find 0ut fr0m frens de.. x.X .. x|
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
8:48 PM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
3/7: huimin, cheryl, arkar, zh0ngming, xiangjun, jean, weelic
3/6: james kang, james lee, j0n, philip, ariana, geraldine, chew yan
3/5: ev0n, jian kai, lap tak, nels0n
3/4: car0line
3/3: rachel, peiying, j0yce, sarah, abelard0
3/2: me, evelyn, zijun, anna, natalie, wan yi, linxiu, shimin, jeric0, abel, yancha0, elaine, andy
3/1: j0an, chl0e
x( y py n rach in 3/3 n i m stranded in 3/2?????????????? this is t0tally unfair! i n0t s0 cl0se t0 eve, zj, anna, nat, wanyi they all... i m all al0ne in 3/2.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is ann0ying! if i expected this i shud hav 0pt t0 hist0ry elec.. at leasst i wud be in the same class as py n rach.. i dun wan t0 g0 t0 sec 3 x( if 0nly time cud st0p x( helppppp meee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x(
i will miss 24o4 alth0 i dun like s0me ppl but i like m0st ppl!!!!! esp my dar dar n my b0yfren n huimin n the bian tai jia zhu family tree!!! .. mus stay in c0ntact 0k 2/4 ppl!!
24o4 f0reva
4:38 PM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
very sian lei n0w x|
ytd had dance gathering at pasir ris park.. met geraldine at yishun mrt n py at amk.. the ride s0 l0ng sia.. then when we reach m0st ppl reach lia0 le.. t00k bus 4o3 t0 the paark then we l0st cuz dunn0 where is the bbq pit.. x.X then play captain ball l0rs.. b0rr0wed a ball fr0m the guys nearbyy.. huimin, geraldine n i call them 17, 18 ,24.. >.<" then play play play l0rs.. skipped lunch.. then pyy, huimin, ariana, chl0e, zi wei, ch0ng hui n i went t0 the playgr0und.. play play play again.. at ab0ut 4 we started the bbq fire.. then we bbq-ing that time started t0 rain heavily.. s0 ran int0 the shelter n stuffs.. g0t drenched.. finally when the rain st0pped, we c0ntinued bbq-ing.. then huimin, geraldine n i watched 17,18,24 they all save the kites 0n the trees.. their aiming s0 lan.. a while ltr they went 0ff n they waved t0 us n sh0uted 'bye bye' bhb leis.. Xp went t0 the beach next.. then pyy, huimin, chl0e, geraldine n i sh0uted 'ahhhh' =.=" we t00k ph0t0s next with seni0rs.. haha.. al0t 0f act cute p0ses >.< huimin, geraldine n i pek chek n we went 0ff.. t0 white sands.. mac.. huimin n i went t0 0rder 0ur f00d.. n 2 sprite, 1 c0ke.. thhen the guy at the c0unter, rays0n asked us whether we kn0w which is c0ke which is sprite.. =.=" huimin n i were like o.O" sia00??? we asked f0r sauces n he gave us 6 packets 0f sweet chilli, 5 0f n0rmal chilli, 3 curry sauce n 2 bbq 0nes.. s0oo n0t like the way mac ppl give.. s0 gener0us.. n0t en0ugh tissue paper s0 i went d0wn t0 ask f0r m0re n rays0n said he wud send t0 us x.X then he came up with 0ne wh0le stack 0f tissue paper n ask us whether it was en0ugh an0t.. =.= py, ariana n chl0e j0ined us ltrr.. then after makan-ing my father fetched geraldine n i h0me.. went kfc next n ate the 2 piece chicken special.. *gasps [gr0wing fat]
n0w s0 sian.. x| nth t0 d0.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh x.X
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
3:56 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
halooooooooooooo.. dun feel like bl0gging the last few days >.<" ahahahhahahahahah.. x( sch re0pening s00n.. 24o4 mati-ing le x|
change bl0gskin le!! wuahahahah.. hahas.. dunn0 y the first pg the f0nt s0 ugly.. wan change als0 cann0t,, h0w c0me!!??!!?!? then if u use internet expl0rer the f0nt 0n all pages s0 ugly.. use firef0x at least 0ther pgs tah0ma f0nt.. my fav x) hahahahhaha =.=
wed
bball with 24o4 in the m0rning.. hahahahahah... i g0t sc0re kayys!!!! =.=|| amazingly.... =x then went t0 J8 t0 watch nati0nal treasure again.. cuz miss the fr0nt part.. rach, py, huimin, arkar, james k, james l, jian kai, zh0ngming, yan cha0 t00.. ahahahahha.. =.= b0ught mac.. smuggle in.. when the lady finally cl0se the d00r 0ur r0w.. faster take 0ut 0ur smuggled stuffs t0 makan >.<
thurs
went 0rchard, yishun, sembawang with rach n py.. rach b0ught her bag.. py b0ught her wallet.. n i b0ught f00d.. [ gr0wing fat ] *gulps..
fri
dance.. 0n christmas eve.. ahhhs! dance very very very de tiring.. >.< went ljs with sihui, chl0e, y0ngy0ng, ch0nghui n vernus.. hahas.. yummyyy x) thx py, chl0e n nat f0r the card t0dayy.. n ariana n huimin x)
keep it sh0rt n sweet... tatas.. i m a lil sian 0f bl0gging!! >.< merry x'mas ppl x)
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
4:42 PM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
a story.. not to long, not too short.. gang gang ha0 x)
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms..
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:
we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me from behind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.
This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn' t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.?
I 've got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife.
Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV.
The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do?
She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her.
I couldn' t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
She gently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, Divorce her, O.K.?
Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I 've got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn' t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking.
I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other.
She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt a pain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found she was still there.
I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didnt want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible.
Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didnt want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, I remember .
You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.
We even treated each other as a stranger.
So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset.
I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn' t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.
I found she was not young any more.
There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became more vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.I didn t tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I wont divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didnt value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote,
I 'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
8:49 PM
x) whees!! nati0nal treasure rawks x) yups.. nice sh0w.. yups.. went t0 jubilee t0 watch with chl0e, ariana, sihui, yumin.. behind us all the r0ws all anders0nians.. their laughing is h0rrible.. especially 0ne guy's.. his laughing was like a witch 0r shud i say wizard? funny als0 luff.. n0t funny als0 luff =.=|| d0ts.. n when it is funny he wait until every0ne luff le then he luff.. s0 sl0w.. m0st 0f the time i ended up luffing at him.. =\ but we missed the fr0nt part 0f the sh0w.. awwwws.. cuz we were late duhhs ^^
this m0rning have dance.. t0rture.. x( but cancel tmr's dance le!! cuz hav 3 ccas// x) yah0000000000000 went cwp next.. ate crystal jade.. actually i wan g0 jack's place de!! budden my mum f0rget t0 bring the jack's place card.. darn.. but this sat then g0 eat x) then went b0ught mexican bun.. yummy.. saw j0n o.0 b0ughtt 2 0p sh0rts n 2 ucla sh0rts x) erm.. .. then came h0me n then... yadda yadda yadda x)
sch re0pening s00n.. x( i dun wan.. i will still miss 24o4.. x( c this ph0t0 i f0und 0nline x)
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
4:35 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
hell0.. i m b0red.. r u.. n0 u aren't.. 0n sec0nd t0ts u r.. cuz u r here.. but really.. i m s0000000000 b0red
check this 0ut
sihui scan de.. yups.. at J8..
i m still sian.. i cann0t play ms cuz my stupid br0ther using =( i m s00000000 sian n0w//
ltr g0ing t0 watch nati0nal treasure.. 6.45pm sh0w..ticket 0nly $5 w0rr! chl0e help us buy.. ^^. thank u!! o.0 g0ing with chl0e, ariana, sihui, yumin..... yah0000000000 =\
0pps.. i m crazee.. crapping with rachel n james n0w.. n the 3 0f us r crazy!! w00ts!
=( my mighty in-laws 0ver *whines! y vincent nvr g0 f0r the h0ng xin da jiang?? y ? y? y? y? y? awwww.. anw.. he w0n de t0p 10!! XD y did philiyss [ h0w t0 spell?] get in?? n00000000!! arghhh.. y did j0anne peh g0t the newc0mer?? n0000000!! ruien 0r felicia s better!
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
2:40 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
hiyaa.. b0red stifff... ms very laggy keep lagging 0ut.. p00000 sian.. t0king t0 ba0l0ng on msn..
went y0uth service with huimin n james kang jus n0w.. huimin intr0 de.. yup.. n00b there.. cuz first time mahh!!! *-m0utain t0rtise-* everything dun understand l0hhs.. met vinna t00.. n 0ne 0f my pri schmate but dun tink she rec0gnised me.. ended at ab0ut 7.45.. went h0me l0rrr.. s0 sian n0w.. nth t0 bl0g ab0ut.. nth t0 d0.. nth nth th... ZzzzzzZZzzz
wanna watch christmas with kranks.. wh0 wanns??? tell me!! yayy!!! =.=||
tmr.. h0ng xin da jiang.. *cheeri0s f0r vincent *cheeri0s f0r desm0nd *cheeri0s f0r qi yu wu *cheeri0s f0r jeanette!! ^-^v my mighty in laws ending 0n tues.. n000000000000000!!! =(
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
10:07 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004
wheeeeee.... went t0 py's hse t0day.. rach, chl0e, ariana, cheryl went t00.. watched princess diaries.. then summer m0re m0re tea, then spy kids.. played ms.. surprised rach with a cake.. but rach already guess that we will buy a cake cuz py slipped her m0uth by saying " cake h0w ah?" l0ls... haha.. played ms.. rach help me play f0rest 0f patience.. g0t 2 mithril 0res.. n0tbad l0hhs.. haha.. s0 sian n0w.. t00dles
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
8:15 PM
Thursday, December 9, 2004
hiyaa... i m back.. *claps =.=||
ms need new patch [AGAIN] stupid.. i m lazy t0 d/l s0 i m lazy t0 play..
had dance in the m0rning sux... leg very pain.. hav bl00d =( p000000 bleaghs.. n0w dance 3 days per wk.. tues, thurs, fri 9-12.. s0 early.. i wan t0 slp.. trainings r tedi0us these days.. =(
then py n i went mac first as chl0e waited f0r rach.. by the time they reached mac py n i ate finish le.. =.=|| grandm0ther rach.. =p [ rach mus be sneezing n0w l0hhs] haha.. jkjk w0rr... saw cheryl, p0lly, shuling n 0ther st j0hn ppl there.. headed t0 bugis after eating... we sh0pped ar0und instead 0f l00king f0r j0an's present, we l00ked f0r 0urs instead.. haha.. rach b0ught a pmk shirit.. actually we wanted t0 buy new w0rld 0rder de shirt but 0nnly left pink n blue... went t0 gift a name.. then t00k ne0prints.. beauty rules, $10.. that b00th r0cks.. practically everywhere hav that.. except f0r the 0ld fashi0ned n0rthp0int.. n0 pics t0 sh0w cuz pyy dun wan scan then my scanner sp0il.. sad.. ah-haha.. went t0 buy beard papa cream puff.. b0ught 15 at a g0.. ppl must be thinking i m crazy.. but i actually 0nly buy 10.. the 0ther 5 r py,rach n chl0e de... went t0 the f00d c0urt t0 sit n makan n shunbian buy dwinks.. went t0y t0y with py.. l0ng queue.. then b0ught yakit0ri next.. *dr00ling.. yupx.. then went hm l0hhs!
tmr g0ing py's h0use.. vcd/m0vie marath0n.. rach, chl0e, ariana, cheryl c0nfirm g0ing.. huimin n j0an maybe nia.. 0ne hav church an0ther hav c0m training.. awwwwwws...
my mighty in-laws r0Xx t0tally.. yup.. vincent r0Xx.. rui en r0Xx.. the new c0mer award f0r the h0ng xin da jiang.. i h0pe that all 3 j0anne peh, rui en n felicia will win but imp0ssible.. tink j0anne peh sure win de.. nvm *cheeri0s f0r mighty in-laws *cheeri0s f0r vincent *cheeri0s f0r benjamin [ i hav n0t f0rg0tten him! =.=|| ]
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
10:31 PM
Wednesday, December 8, 2004
hiyaa.. hmmm.. first 0f all i wanna wish rachel da da a h[A]rpie burfd[A]y!!
happy burfday t0 u, happy burfday t0 u, happy burfday t0 da da.. happy burufday t0 u *claps!! yayy!! i m the first t0 wish her happy b-day at midnight!! =) errr.. bhb =.=||
this m0rning went t0 cwp t0 c0llect spects.. hate that sh0pping mall! CURSE cwp l0hhs.. =x
jus came back fr0m changi h0spital cuz grandma finally discharged.. s0 sian n0w.. g0 play ms?? maybe..
0h yehh.. parents came back fr0m 0verseas ytd night.. br0ught h0me l0tsa f00d... very nice.. hav 0ne b0x 0f sweet cuz hk$198, s$20++ means 0ne sweet nia $2++ s0 ex!! =.=|| 0kies..
j0lin J1 c0ncert at ind00r stadium.. special guests: huang yida n sly.. i wan g0!! n0t becuz 0f yida n0t becuz 0f sly.. ghee.. br0ther's fren g0t 4 tickets.. maybe br0ther g0ing.. lucky d0rk!
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
2:37 PM
Monday, December 6, 2004
hiyaaaa! whee.. missed my c0m.. 0ne wh0le aftern00n nvr t0uch le.. darn ms.. say i enter wr0ng gateway n0w cann0t g0 in.. t0king t0 arkar aka great grand papa.. while i update! aha! =\
went 0ut with sihui n ariana.. met sihui at amk mrt stati0n.. heard her c0nversati0n with ziwei.. they r g0ing t0 take a vide0 0f us dancing n then sh0w t0 every1.. let us c 0ur mistakes.. ahhhhh n000000 3 digit cameras.. 0ne fr0m yiling 0thers dunn0 wh0 le. met ariana at s0merset mrt stati0n.. then went t0 cineleisure.. saw zijun n shiyun there.. went t0 buy tickets next n had lunch at l0ng j0hns.. went sh0p sh0p ar0und cineleisure n heerens.. b0ught fam0us am0us buy 250g get 50g free.. finally went t0 watch the incredibles.. hmmm.. w00sh. n0t bad l0hhs.. 0ne guy next t0 me ate twisties.. he eat fr0m the starting 0f the sh0w t0 the end like haven eat finish =.=|| s0mem0re he eat n0ne st0p.. h0w big is the bag 0f twisties? =x went heerens next.. t00k ne0s.. wa piang that b00th s0 fast l0ls.. can take 21 ph0t0s.. haha.. i l0ve the arbish 0ne!! =.=||
designed by ariana n sihui
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designed by ariana
designed by me.. lub this! ^-^v
a lil slpy n is like 12.02 nia... h0w c0me lei?? cuz this m0rning i w0ke up at 10! 0mg.. s0 early.. =.=|| cuz s0me0ne w0ke me up.. haha.. my new alarm cl0ck.. but 10 is way t00 early isn't it?? arghh.. *arrbishh alarm cl0ck.. alarm cl0ck is n0ne 0ther than lau g0rk g0rk aka xia0 wei wei.. gimme m0re slp i beg u!! =.=|| bahh... g0 slp le.. if n0t tml need t0 wake up early then die..
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
1:05 PM
Sunday, December 5, 2004
hiyaaa! i m back =\ ms quest sUX.. until the last tele LAGG 0ut! 0mg this is crappish [if there is such a w0rd] FUKING IRRITATING! n0t 0nce but twice.. zhu pii gu! the ms keep saying that i enter the wr0ng gateway! arghhh CURSE ms.. dammit l0hhs.. n my br0 is sc0lding me cuz his c0m lagging t00. LAU G0RK G0RK la him.. p00000 s0 n0w n0t playing n i m s000000 b0red... br0thers suk t0tally.. i hafta admit// wadeva pfuittttttttttttt
spend 1 an a half h0ur l00king f0r avartars.. at the end f0und 20 =) fr0m bl0gskins bahh bahh bab00n!
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
3:29 PM
Saturday, December 4, 2004
hal0.. i m back again.. dun jeer.. cheer instead =) d0tXx.. i nth t0 d0 that's y s0 lengg.. sian sia.. healing ms.. AGAIN.. yupXx.. when i reach lvl 30 i wan to be a wizard!! yupxx.. then can d0 thunderb0lt.. if i ever get t0 lvl 30.. *yawns.. siann bah bah bab00n!! yes! i g0t an0ther br0wn pinter n lem0na.. but it will take a l0ng time t0 sell cuz n00ne wan t0 buy!!
ltr have xia ri xiang qi aka summer scent.. bahh.. but i m still b0red n0w..!! n00ne t0 talk t0!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhh h0lidays suKk.. yes i hav n0t t0uched my sec 3 b00ks except writing my name 0n it.. which is impressive as i dun write my name until t0 starts f0r the past few yrs.. w0rth an applause ya? *claps bahhh siannn dun tell me i hav t0 read the sec 3 b00ks t0 save me fr0m b0red0m.. ahhhh ZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
8:29 PM
h0wdyys.. read shirley's bl0g n realised n she n benedict dating.. aint i sl0w?? ab0ut 10 plus days le then i f0und 0ut =.=|| *g0ng xi g0ng xi* wish u tw0 last f0reva` haha.. [ alth0ugh dun tink they will c this? ]
g0ssipy me *smacks head sian n0w.. really getting sick 0f ms.. always at night liddat 0ne l0hhs =.=|| d0tXx.. that's y i lvl 21 nia.. 0ne lvl up 0nly... sian *yawns damn laggy 0ne.. 0ne carn even get in.. at the l0g in p0int nia!! CURSE ms l0hhs
m0n g0ing 0ut with ariana, sihui n maybe katarina.. t0 watch the incredibles cuz that day rachel they all watch i nvr g0.. 0h yeah! buyy track pants f0r next yr camp! sian.. i dun wan g0 camp lei! g0 animal farm liddat.. GR0SS.. dun tell me hav t0 t0uch the animals =\ g0ing br0ke.. 0nly left with $60 n it is supp0sed t0 last me t0 wed night!! arghh.. sian..
my mighty in-law r0Xx.. yingying [ rui en ] l00ks cute t00.. but dun w0rry i n0t lesbian.. 0r m i?? rachel is my galfren n peiying's b0yfren... peiying is my b0yfren n rachel's galfren.. i m rachel's b0yfren n peiying's gal fren.. c0mplicated l0ve triangle l0hhs.. *-back t0 da t0pic-* vincent is still cute.. wuAhAhAhAhAhA =.=|| *brrrr i m crazyy.. =) ^-feeling highh-^ if 0nly have the vcd jiu ha0 le! 0h ya! the merging 0f channel u n 8 sUXx big time! they merge means benjamin will n0t hav a c0ntract anym0re n he carn act 0n tv le which means i carn c him!! (@&#%&@%*@^ shitty piece 0f crap.. i will miss him l0hhs! 0ne m0re unfair thing! he is the winner 0f the next big thing h0w c0me he act [ in zer0 ] less than agnes wh0 is jus the 1st runner up?? =x P00000! agnes act in zer0 very dia0 l0hhs.. =| [ me c0mplain queen ] *b0ws
t0night sleep early la h0rs?? =\ then tmr [ 0r shud i say t0day ] m0rning then can wake up at 10 t0 watch mei ren yu.. cuz last time they sh0w i 0nly manage t0 watch the first few epis0des niaa.. said that i wud wake up at 8.00 this [ 0r shud i say ytd ] m0rning at the end i w0ke up 4 hrs later.. =.=|| n0 time management l0hhs [ ha0 luan l0hhs! ]
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
1:22 AM
Friday, December 3, 2004
hall0 bl0ggie.. i seem t0 be bl0gging ab0ut twice 0r thrice per day? t00 sian le!! play ms als0 sian.. watch tv als0 sian.. slp als0 sian.. life is s0 sian.. *yawns* amazingly i m n0t slpy.. *.* tmrr panda eyes.. ms lvl 20 le.. [ btw i m usijng a new acc: incredul0us.. damn sl0w.. haiXx.. but the wh0le tree all mine l0l!! shuang right?? shud i slp n0w n use the c0m early in the m0rning at ab0ut 7 plus? 0r shud i play n0w n wake up at ab0ut 11 plus? *p0nders b0th g00d.. @*%&@^#*^
hand s0 itchy! an ant climbing up my hand =.=|| ah! there is a bug flying ar0und my hse n is the 0ne i hate m0st!.. darn daddy n0t in t0 catch in.. darn maid slping.. darn darn darn
11.37: t0king t0 rachel
11.38: t0king t0 rachel
11.39: still t0king t0 rachel
11.40: yes i m still t0king t0 rachel
11.41: l00k ab0ve
11.42: *drum r0lls.. i m still t0king t0 rachel
11.43: yes i m.. d0ing wad rachel is d0ing
11.44: t0ked f0r 8 mins.. still t0king
11.45: t0king in pr0gress while healing my ms
11.47: 0pps i skipped a min but i m still t0king
[ the 0range blk is f0r l0wer sec [[ jus f0und 0ut.. aint i sl0w? ]] ]
11.48: t0king
11.49: l00k ab0ve
11.50: tada! i m still t0king *claps
11.51: playing ms.. ks-ing is fun *b0ws n it is freaking laggy.. dunn0 y my c0m g0 channel 4 wun lagg s0 much.. =11.54: alm0st died.. left with 77hp.. dun feel like wasting p0ti0ns
11.58: said buhbyeXx t0 rachel.. n00ne t0 t0k n0w =(
12.00: 0mg.. i died while i was 0n msn!!! help! there g0es my 5%!! =( haiXx. b0red
12.01: made the decisi0n t0 slp n wake up at 8 t0 c0ntinue playing.. cyaXx bl0ggie
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
1:06 AM
Thursday, December 2, 2004
i hate u! FLIRT!!!!!!!!!!! >:(
10:17 PM
back fr0m dance! =) dance is damn tiring t0day n my legg s0 pain =( leg b0 pi.. [ the skin came 0ff ] gr0sssssss! went J8 with sihui, yuxin, vernus, ch0nghui.. t00k ne0s.. spent l0ts 0f time there screaming.. hee sihui s0 cute b0ught ball00n as a b-day pressie f0r her g0r =.=||
0h ya! met b00m! [ shant name him ]haha.. whenever i c him i will rmbb last yr the c0mpetit0ns we had.. c wh0 reached hm earlier =.=|| cuz we live 0pp0site nia [ i mean 0pp0site streeet with a extra r0ad in da middle ].. haha.. r0ck 0n!!!! cyaa s00n!!
s0 slpyy.. slpt ab0ut 3 n a half h0ur niaa.. f0und 0ut that my ah ma h0spitalised.. dunn0 y als0.. uncle dun wan tell me.. ask me t0 keep it a secret fr0m my relatives.. since u ppl aint my relatives let u all n0e l0hh..
sian.. playing ms.. leeching james.. py slping! h0w t0 help her verify her ms acc? =\
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
3:47 PM
finally bl0gger is w0rking.. bahh
this m0rning parents went 0verseas.. FINALLY.. beeen waiting f0r this m0ment.. can d0 wadeva i like [ i m a bad gal ] grandma n0t in.. =.=||\ s0 late le haven reach hm.. aiy0..
change bl0gskin cuz sick 0f it le.. i tend t0 use anders0nians skin yeh? first was yiling's n0w is huitian's.. i n00b in html l0l. if n0t will make 0ne myself. actually.. i like this skin 1st becuz is black bg =.=|| 2nd becuz i like the f0ne n c0l0ur =.=||
bahh s0 sian n0w.. play ms als0 play until sian le =.=||
my mighty in law is nice cuz vincent ng aka w0ng qing hai is cute.. haha.. yupXx.. he n benjamin r cute.. L0L.. f0und my new id0l =.=|| haha.. wayy t0 g00.. v0te f0r him f0r h0ng xin da jiang l0l
i will [ smile like nth is wrong, t0k like everything is perfect, act like it is a dream ] [[ pretend it is n0t hurting me ]]
3:52 AM
